Arrogance

who was the last one
to want you
when you were young
and doesn't it feel
so nasty to indulge, mmm
like a man! Oooh, now
my face grows coarse and
only those who saw it then
could see it as it was then now
but they're all not real
they never were so who
for you was one?
Is he now with another?
Is she a feather? If
another wants it,
what of it, who wants
a one who does not
see one's youth who
only sees one's self
how awful, how uncouth