Boys

i've had all my thoughts before and know better
most of the time but can't find new ones either
so am waiting + getting lost. lost one way of
tricking myself but still not doing a lot of stuff

having a problem with my new boss
where she is a kind, smart person who gives me
genuine praise and has a balanced and
grounded view of our work

too able to enter unreality like i'm a mouse with a
shopping bag or like sunday drift time and too
interested in how that is different than having a job etc